POETRY
THERE ARE MOMENTS
SOMETIMES
MANIFESTO
THIS WORLD
WORN AWAY EDGES
SHINE ON
FOR THE LOST…
LOOK AT ALL YOU KNOW
DAILY COMMUTE
ALL OF US
HERE IS WHERE
PASSION AND INSPIRATION
INTO SPACIOUS SUNSETS
THIRST FOR LIFE
FORGET SEEKING ENLIGHTENMENT
INTO THE DAY
WHAT TRULY MATTERS
CAN YOU?
There are moments
THERE ARE MOMENTS...
Although at times my eyes cloud over and I fail to see beyond the daily haze,
there are moments, sweet and rare when a dewdrops tear captures my heart and silences my mind.
Balanced perfectly on blades of grass, stunningly vulnerable they are waiting patiently
as I crouch down and listen to wisdom dispensed in the softest of whispers.
SOMETIMES...
finding strength when none is left,
letting go when you'd rather hold on,
leaping into the unknown with purposeful intent,
cherishing moments with your entire being,
resting in compassionate arms
and awakening to the presence of each moment,
Opens you to a freedom you never expected
I want to lead a beautiful life - tangled in intimate intricacies -
Fully immersed in the exquisite awkwardness of being human
a life that in the final analysis, is measured
not by outward accomplishments, or the number of likes on a web page,
but by incremental moments - slowly gathered and truly celebrated.
I seek a life that shines in reflection of my souls reckoning -
yearning for laughter of the deepest order,
while embracing the sorrow of unbearable sadness -
sinking slowly to it's depths before rising, humbled with compassion.
I want to contemplate the unfathomable beauty of my own delicate heart
taking refuge in a vast sea of wisdom that resides at its core,
connecting deeply to its innermost mysteries -
discovering its rhythm reverberating throughout nature,
I want to explore the authentic essence of each encounter -
and savor real communication that unfolds when hearts engage -
a sacred unspoken exchange,
nourished by attentive presence and insightful perception -
that births grace silently into the world.
and when grief occupies my heart, and anguish floods my body -
when certainty and conviction are obscured and I loose sight of meaning in suffering,
I want to summon courage and find solace
as tears of surrender and acceptance flow - releasing me back to wholeness
and then,
When the years gather around me, I will listen for the echo of deep laughter
resounding clearly in my memories - coloring them like the evening sky.
I will open my arms to embrace elements I wrestled with in earlier years,
finding the terms of peace settled within.
And I will strive to live my days with an open heart
relishing the times I stayed present to the truth of who I am
until the rivers of discernment carry me deeper-
where heartbeats merge in a single pulse, and love holds all to itself.
THIS WORLD
...of hidden wonder
and astonishing intimacy
solitude lingers on it's breath -
an infusion of promise and vulnerability crowds its lungs.
This world
...of starry realms
and translucent moments,
where tree tops dance complex rhythms in howling winds
and revelation tastes like salty ocean spray.
This earth
...of profound intensity
and outspoken beauty
encapsulates love in abundance and orients the heart
toward horizons of compassion -
astonishing the mind with breathtaking views.
This place
...full of magical secretes
dissipating in morning mist,
where each new dawn gently nudges closed eyes open
and enters dormant hearts on an enlightened breeze -
delivering fresh gifts of unlimited possibility.
This life
...of remarkable texture
and dynamic aliveness -
insight cuts her path keenly through bitter experience
passion explodes into night skies and memories drift gently back to earth.
This moment
...of expanding depth and wonder draws me in as
I apprentice myself to the beckoning calm of blue sky and ancient forest wisdom -
pausing to listen to lilting songs from wild birds echoing in laughter of the very young,
my body absorbs discreet blessings as my heart unfurls like a leaf toward light.
This world
...so beautiful,
so very beautiful.
WORN AWAY EDGES
Etched across the old mans face
conclusions of a lifetime -
memories with worn away edges hover in secret bends and folds.
Awkwardly he stands - an old tree
weathered by lightening strikes and long droughts -
scars tattooed across body and mind -
permanent reminders of those significant moments in his history
Heavy sighs reveal the weight and measure of years lived
and ever slowing footsteps, no longer expected to keep pace with others
have taken up a new seductive dance - entwining aching joints in dizzying maneuvers
Hands washed clean of yesterdays living are permanently shaking as he
casts stones deliberately one by one into still water -
mesmerized by ripples of cause and effect stretching across his lifetime.
He smiles inwardly recalling the incredible gifts of pleasure and love
and laughs outwardly at the improbabilities that have shaped his destiny.
HERE IS WHERE
Here is where the heart bleeds
hidden in silent crevasses deep
and along windswept mountain sides exposed
Here is where you test resolve step by step
knowing you may falter
there are no guarantees in this fragile world
Here is where you inhale and realize in a single breath
all the beauty that contains your life
and where you exhale discovering the ignorance of your actions
Here is where the mind pleads
beckoning to the seas
as crashing waves of hope sync with undercurrents of sorrow
and footprints are gently engulfed one by one
Here is the time for children to come rushing
forward and back along the tidal shores
dancing in delight
a stream of unbroken presence shining in their eyes
Here is where you put down roots
and know you are alive
PASSION & INSPIRATION
When love enters my work
a burning urgency grips my heart and will not cease
an aliveness courses through my blood - pulsating in my thoughts
then I know I am truly alive - living and breathing passion.
When I see others living passionately -
those that have spent their life believing each step held promise and virtue,
those that trust each moment holds the gift of opportunity -
I recognize inspiration of the highest order in my presence.
Then revelation – softer than a feather
free falls into consciousness -
inspiration and passion alight
and I relax into that creative space
watching it overflow
in my work
in my heart
in my life
INTO SPACIOUS SUNSETS
Unfold 10 000 times
into spacious sunsets
and then further -
into nights canopy of hope.
Come alive as spiraling stars
illuminate the ancient stories -
Breathe in the mystery.
Follow the well worn paths that
heavenly bodies carved in time.
Collect wisdom and store it
in the troughs and gullies of your life.
Clearly written maps
etched into my palms
are slowly replicating on my face -
encapsulated moments
of adventure and discovery -
the chronicled reminders
of what accumulates with age
...and also what vanishes
So strip me bare
of all but the precious moments
and when the horizon
intercepts the passage of the sun
Let me return home to myself -
late but full of tales and excuses
of a life decidedly lived
THIRST FOR LIFE
Hear the light calling to the leaves?
It whispers in an ancient language
nature decodes in predawn silence
Listen -
its unfamiliar tongue
suckles on dewdrops -
Savoring the nectar of life long before bees stir
and coffee brews
FORGET SEEKING ENLIGHTENMENT
Forget seeking enlightenment
It is automatically embedded in the process of life
Live head on delving into life's mystery and magic -
even in horror and desperation - recognize its presence.
Create your own unique blend of wisdom and resolve
Claim the essence of life that is yours from first until last breath
and in all those in-between conscious and unconscious breaths-
...this is where enlightenment resides
SHINE ON
If you have found the courage to stand then you will.....
find the freedom to go wherever your heart bids
fall into unknowable adventure
edge towards understanding and discovery of values hidden to the eye
and
Shine on - with a heart full of love and compassion
FOR THE LOST ....
Where are you ? ...
The one who swore through bitter tears to live days differently,
who pushed through murky depths
scraping hardened mud off roots of indifference.
Where are you ? ...
The one who sought salvation
The dreamer of unfolding joys and tiny miracles.
What became of plans to uncover the hidden core of this worlds beating heart ?
When did you sow seeds of doubt hoping for better crops and greater yields?
Why are you circling rotting fields filled with perfume-scented doubt -
Watching decay with morbid fascination ?
Are you oblivious to the clouds gathering overhead ?
Do you no longer heed the warning call of birds ?
LOOK AT ALL YOU KNOW
Dawn - Blackall Range, Australia
Look at all you know -
touch it completely,
gather it to yourself -
inhale its unique fragrance.
This life you've created :
within your mind let it rest -
free from calculation and prophecy
within your heart let it roam unrestrained.
Embrace passionately the moments given -
before long they will all evaporate
dispersing like morning mist
further, further
heading skyward-
dissolving into thin air
DAILY COMMUTE
Crowds of faceless strangers localized in their busy worlds cram into carriages
swelling and flowing - grand swirls of color.
some angry, others lonely, many unnoticed, contrasting dully
against the confident entrepreneurs with iPads, iPhones, and cocksure strides
and the stressed out corporate-ladder-climbers who discreetly
brush their dry-cleaned suits free from breakfast crumbs and hints of dandruff
Lustful eyes and frantic hands of young lovers
entwine themselves in an amorous microcosm of obsession that
others steal glances at periodically –
conjuring up fantasies or passionate memories
of their own to make the trip pass quicker
Sleep depraved young mothers with cradles of baby, diaper bag and fluffy toys
take up seats with apologetic half smiles
-trying to remain inconspicuous
as tiny voices begin to whine in protest
Late night revellers, covered in layers of other peoples sweat,
barefoot - dangling shoes and flat battery mobiles,
cast loathsome looks as the carriages lurch and sway
ALL OF US
Entwined in this web - All of us
intimately connected despite appearances
with bellies protruding from too much food or too little
and blistered feet from new shiny shoes or panicked flight for refuge
with hands clasped firmly around bludgeoning wallets or sick child
ears enclosed in the rapture of digital song or the roaring deafness from mortar shells
eyes filming each moment for night to edit into dreams
or shut permanently against horrors of living nightmares…
This sea of humanity....
limping, dancing, crawling, running,
often selfish in our giving and harshest with our judgements,
crying and laughing in the same language,
navigating best we know through life - all of us with
hearts guarding secrete memories of most precious moments
experienced alone in the dark when no one is watching
and we are completely ourselves
INTO THE DAY
Soon it will be light
the wind will stretch its arms
stirring consciousness with its gentle embrace
whispering ''time to come back''
as i exchange dreams
infused with frangipani and jasmine
for sneakers and sweatshirts
stepping lightly onto wet grass -
traces of my joy momentarily imprinted on a quite earth
as the sky slowly absorbs the dawn and exhales the day into being
WHAT TRULY MATTERS
In less than a century of gathering stars,
all is done - only a glimpse of god awaits.
Shallow labored breathing ignites
passionate recall of unexpected moments
jumping into sharp relief against a
backdrop of lost opportunities.
*
regret hovers...
if only another chance,
how different it could be.
Easing this internalized torment,
extraordinary gifts given and shared
rush forward in compensation
and suddenly clarity pierces through confusion.
*
Naked realization comes to stand -
proud but self conscious
assessing its reflection
in a lifetime lived,
fascinated
by what truly matters
when all is stripped bare.
*
Silence seductively captivates
those last breaths-
teasing them out - one final sensual act.
A shudder passes through,
unidentifiable,
and suddenly there
floating in the ether,
fragments of your elusive life
beginning to detach,
dispersing
into invisible mists...